Me and Hypokalemia

I guess my post this week is all about me fighting with this sickness that I have since I was young..
Yesterday was very tiring. i need to be strong in order to be ok...Try not to control by da pain, I showed other  as if im having a minor cramps...ah!even im telling them that im having hypokalemia, they wouldn't noe.LOL! Anyway, my special person help me a lot. He sent me to the clinic, buy lunch n dinner for me, and even sent me 2 bottles of mineral water in the middle of da night. Sigh*...he help me and never complaint. I was so touched and sometimes makes me thinking y on earth im still thinking of another asshole guy who never treat me well then?ermmm...

Let's talk bout my trip to the clinic yesterday. Huh! thank God it wasn't pack as before. But still have to wait for 35 minutes before its my turn. As I enter dat doc's room da first thing she asked was my companion.LOL! mesti ke tanya pasal sapa yg teman aku tu?hahaha..Banyak la tu suami aku. Kahwin pun belum. Anyway my companion is alvine, that special person of mine:). Bila diperiksa, doktor tu plak xpuas hati. Takut apa2 terjadi kat aku. Jadi dia suruh aku buat pemeriksaan darah untuk pastikan paras kalium dalam darah aku okay...Waaaa..kena tunggu 1 jam tu. Sapela nak..Paling kesian Alvine kena tunggu aku juga. Dahla dia ada kelas petang tu. Xpela, makwe punya pasal dia sanggup tunggu. hehehe...Dalam satu jam tu kami buat benda bodoh je kat situ. Buku xde nak baca. Apa boleh buat. Duduk je la kat situ. Dia main fon aku, aku main fon dia. Dahla aku haus tahap dewa..nak suruh dia beli air kat luar, hari hujan.emmm...

Dah sejam tunggu keluar la keputusan ujian tu. Sah paras kalium aku jatuh dari 4.2 ke 2.3...ermmm..kalau berterusan boleh kena serangan jantung aku nie. Doktor tu xjuga puas hati. Dia pegi suruh aku check jantung. Pergila aku check jantung. Ayoooo....kakak nurse yang tolong check tu bengongla...adakah patut dia pergi komplen pasal baju dalam aku.hampeh la.kepoh betol la...nak aku tenyeh je mulut dia tu dgn cabai..malunye aku dibuat kakak tu...aih....

Bila balik umah org suruh aku rehat p aku main FB la plak..hikhihk..entahla cam mana sekalipun aku kena serangan muscle cramp nie aku xnak hidup aku cm tunggul je. Aku pun nak wat benda lain yg ptg aku happy...:)) 

Periodic Paralysis....

Being diagnosed with PP wasn't a good news for me....*sigh*...
Y on earth I have tis sickness??? Just like other i just want to be normal. Hidup sihat tanpa sebarang penyakit...but y God testing me with this??? I keep on asking myself..... Kadang-kadang ku merasakn bahawa aku hampir berputus asa dan pernah terfikir utk tidak meneruskan hidup ini. However friends n family make sure dt I keep on moving. They give me moitvation n that's make me stronger....